Dr. Andrew Maclean Pagon
Holistic, Transpersonal, Transcultural and Entheogenic Medicine, Psychology and Psychiatry
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AXIS DENIED
‘Forbidden’ is a REVERSE BIFURCATION. ‘Bi’ is ‘TWO,’ the etymological foundation of Bi-ology. The Study of Life is the Study of TWO.
AXIS DENIED
‘Forbidden’ is a REVERSE BIFURCATION. ‘Bi’ is ‘TWO,’ the etymological foundation of Bi-ology. The Study of Life is the Study of TWO.
A Journey in Word
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A Journey in Word
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The Etymology of Whop
Billy Jack....
For What He Never Knew
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A Word of Obscure Origin
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The Tears of God
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Union Jack
The Crosses of Three Saints, cardinal and intercardinal ordinates, the White of the Sacred Masculine, of Surrender, the Red of the Sacred Feminine, of Blood, and the morpheme of Light in the b-LU-e of Heaven. The UNITED KINGDOM, the UNION JACK. E-NG-L-ish, A-NG-L-ish....
Union Jack
The Crosses of Three Saints, cardinal and intercardinal ordinates, the White of the Sacred Masculine, of Surrender, the Red of the Sacred Feminine, of Blood, and the morpheme of Light in the b-LU-e of Heaven. The UNITED KINGDOM, the UNION JACK. E-NG-L-ish, A-NG-L-ish....
ICARUS ABORT
In the M-iddle, at the bottom of the ‘U,’ of yo-U, between the ‘M’ and the ‘N’ in the ‘MUN’ of Com-MUN-ion, when and where the ‘I’ is M-i-N-i-M-ised, at the bottom of a c-U-p, a c-U-pel, a cr-U-cible, the Holy Grail.
ICARUS ABORT
In the M-iddle, at the bottom of the ‘U,’ of yo-U, between the ‘M’ and the ‘N’ in the ‘MUN’ of Com-MUN-ion, when and where the ‘I’ is M-i-N-i-M-ised, at the bottom of a c-U-p, a c-U-pel, a cr-U-cible, the Holy Grail.
The Etymology of Healing
THIS Etymology of Healing revolves around the Greek name ‘Jason,’ and an enTheogenic and esoteric explanation of why ‘Jason’ means ‘HEALER.’ ‘EnTheogenic,’ meaning, ‘GENERATING-THE-DIVINE-WITHIN,’ ‘esoteric,’ meaning, ‘SECRET.’
The Etymology of Healing
THIS Etymology of Healing revolves around the Greek name ‘Jason,’ and an enTheogenic and esoteric explanation of why ‘Jason’ means ‘HEALER.’ ‘EnTheogenic,’ meaning, ‘GENERATING-THE-DIVINE-WITHIN,’ ‘esoteric,’ meaning, ‘SECRET.’
A Word about Knowledge
‘Epistemology’ is defined as ‘THE THEORY OF KNOWLEDGE.’ ‘Spectators’ have ‘theories,’ Serpents do not.
A Word about Knowledge
‘Epistemology’ is defined as ‘THE THEORY OF KNOWLEDGE.’ ‘Spectators’ have ‘theories,’ Serpents do not.
The Pole of Polemics
IN SEVERE GOODNESS, at the center of vertical and horizontal planes, the sa[y]man, the Wordman, is psychologically crucified upon the Cross of Consciousness and pierces the Vail of Time.
The Pole of Polemics
IN SEVERE GOODNESS, at the center of vertical and horizontal planes, the sa[y]man, the Wordman, is psychologically crucified upon the Cross of Consciousness and pierces the Vail of Time.
The Hidden Meaning of THIS
Before I had ever been to New York City, I had a dream that I was there on a busy street near the corner of a tall building, and there was this black guy standing behind these large dark wooden carvings that were like paintings, but carved into wood. I’d say they were about 4 feet wide by 5 feet tall, and I noticed that in each one of these very beautiful and intricate carvings was hidden the word THIS.
The Hidden Meaning of THIS
Before I had ever been to New York City, I had a dream that I was there on a busy street near the corner of a tall building, and there was this black guy standing behind these large dark wooden carvings that were like paintings, but carved into wood. I’d say they were about 4 feet wide by 5 feet tall, and I noticed that in each one of these very beautiful and intricate carvings was hidden the word THIS.
Communion, Communications, Community: Introduction to Awake.net, an Entheogenic Noosphere
Awake.net is envisioned as a gathering place for the entheogenic community to manifest the Mind in all its articulations and to help quicken a transformation in human consciousness and culture. Our subject matter is spiritual awakening, an ecological imperative. Our...
The Bards of Bardo
IN THE PLACID TERROR of ecstatic contemplation, revelation comes not by deduction or induction, but by disintegration and integration. Here, melting into the kaleidoscopic wings of a Butterfly,
The Bards of Bardo
IN THE PLACID TERROR of ecstatic contemplation, revelation comes not by deduction or induction, but by disintegration and integration. Here, melting into the kaleidoscopic wings of a Butterfly,
How to Catch a Dragon
Surrender. Be still. Receive. The fork of the tongue, the barb of the Tale. Breathe.Unspell ‘preen,’ from the latin ‘ungere,’ ‘ANOINT.’ Rinse and...
The Carpenter’s Tools
Structurally, and f-UNCTION-AL-ly, the Carpenter’s Tools, the COMPASS, SQUARE and PEN, are ‘INSTRUMENTS OF MEASUREMENT,’ measuring the ‘ment,’ the ‘MIND.’
The Morphemes of Hallelujah
‘JAH’ is a Map of God in morpheme structure. The ‘J’ is an A-XIS POLE MADE OF LIGHT, a flame, the Wizard’s Magic Wand, burning inside the First Letter of the ‘A-lphabet,’ a cone.
The Carpenter’s Tools
Structurally, and f-UNCTION-AL-ly, the Carpenter’s Tools, the COMPASS, SQUARE and PEN, are ‘INSTRUMENTS OF MEASUREMENT,’ measuring the ‘ment,’ the ‘MIND.’
The Morphemes of Hallelujah
‘JAH’ is a Map of God in morpheme structure. The ‘J’ is an A-XIS POLE MADE OF LIGHT, a flame, the Wizard’s Magic Wand, burning inside the First Letter of the ‘A-lphabet,’ a cone.
How to Catch a Dragon
Surrender. Be still. Receive. The fork of the tongue, the barb of the Tale. Breathe.Unspell ‘preen,’ from the latin ‘ungere,’ ‘ANOINT.’ Rinse and...
Praylude to Jacob’s Ladder
Jacob’s Ladder,
the World Tree,
the World Mountain,
the Axis Mundi,
live and wait
in the Garden of the Mind,
in the Heart of a Christ,
in androgyny,
in ecstasy….
Praylude to Jacob’s Ladder
Jacob’s Ladder,
the World Tree,
the World Mountain,
the Axis Mundi,
live and wait
in the Garden of the Mind,
in the Heart of a Christ,
in androgyny,
in ecstasy….
An Alternate Etymology of Marijuana
The ‘-JUANA’ of Marijuana is the Latin/Spanish feminine aspect of the masculine ‘JUAN,’ in English, ‘JOHN,’ etymologically related to ‘JACK,’ ‘JAMES,’ ‘JASON,’ ‘JESUS,’ etc. etc., all, related, J-oined together, by the TEN-th Letter ‘J’ of the English/Latin Alphabet.
The Polemics of Jack Intro
The Polemics, as I lovingly refer to my writings, are intended to be a collection of short articles, art-i-facts, journey notes, diagrams, ecstatic poetry, slights-of-hand with Compass, Square and Pen, written exclusively under the influence of Mind-Soul-Manifesting...
An Alternate Etymology of Marijuana
The ‘-JUANA’ of Marijuana is the Latin/Spanish feminine aspect of the masculine ‘JUAN,’ in English, ‘JOHN,’ etymologically related to ‘JACK,’ ‘JAMES,’ ‘JASON,’ ‘JESUS,’ etc. etc., all, related, J-oined together, by the TEN-th Letter ‘J’ of the English/Latin Alphabet.
The Polemics of Jack Intro
The Polemics, as I lovingly refer to my writings, are intended to be a collection of short articles, art-i-facts, journey notes, diagrams, ecstatic poetry, slights-of-hand with Compass, Square and Pen, written exclusively under the influence of Mind-Soul-Manifesting...
The Etymology of Healing
The Etymology of Healing by Jack Cross THIS Etymology of Healing revolves around the Greek name ‘Jason,’ and an enTheogenic and esoteric explanation of why ‘Jason’ means ‘HEALER.’ ‘EnTheogenic,’ meaning, ‘GENERATING-THE-DIVINE-WITHIN,’ ‘esoteric,’ meaning,...
A Message from Rick Doblin: The Opportunity for Reflection During Social Distancing
Rick Doblin, founder of MAPS (Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies) talks about the opportunity for reflection, healing and unification available during this period of retreat and social distancing due to Coronavirus. MAPS is a non-profit organization...
Crucified on the Cross of Self-Perfectionism: An Interview with Rick Doblin
Crucified on the Cross of Self-Perfectionism: An Interview with Rick Doblin Rick Doblin founded MAPS.org (Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies), a non-profit organization that has spent the last 35 years in an effort to get MDMA approved for...
Patient D: Microdosing Ibogaine for Parkinson’s
Interviewed by Lakshmi Narayan and Eric SwensonAt the time of this interview in 2019, Patient D was a 76-year old individual who was diagnosed with Parkinson’s five years before and was able to manage and improve his symptoms by microdosing ibogaine. He passed away in...
A Journey in Word 2 by Jack Cross
There is a holographic awakening to be had from the words and letters of the English/Latin alphabet and author and psychonaut Jack Cross un-spells the Way in Part 2 of his series “A Journey in Word. The video is a mesmerizing visual experience that will put you...
A Journey in Word 2 by Jack Cross
There is a holographic awakening to be had from the words and letters of the English/Latin alphabet and author and psychonaut Jack Cross un-spells the Way in Part 2 of his series “A Journey in Word. The video is a mesmerizing visual experience that will put you...
Addiction and the Core Wound with Deanne Adamson
How does IBOGA work in a single treatment when traditional rehab and therapies fail? The answer is simple. It gets to the root cause. In the opinion of addiction expert Dr. Gabor Maté, who has worked with hundreds of addicts in the course of his practice, addiction is...
Hacking Addiction with Ibogaine: An Interview with Patrick Kroupa
Patrick Kroupa, an early pioneer in the movement to medicalize ibogaine for opioid addiction with Howard Lotsof (right), the man who discovered as a young addict in 1962 NYC, that a “drug” from Africa called “ibogaine” had ended his addiction...
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The Tree of Tough Love: An Interview with Ben De Loenen
Benjamin De Loenen is the founder of ICEERS (International Center for Ethnobotanical Research, Education & Service) a philanthropic non-profit whose mission is to educate humanity about the power of plant medicines through gathering, researching, and sharing...
Transcending Trauma and Addiction with Entheogens and Integration
“ A psychedelic awakening is the answer to the divided mind of humanity that is spewing out more and more victims of things like childhood abuse and war crimes. While external forces are often beyond our control, we can change on the inside. Entheogens give us a...
Healing the Heart of Addictive Mind with Iboga
The heart of addictive mind is desire and attachment. The mind gets hijacked into the most pleasurable experiences, and all of a sudden the new, conditioned thought pattern is in place. What is Iboga? This is a legend about the discovery of iboga. Hundreds of years...
18-MC: the Synthetic Derivative of Ibogaine
Stanley Glick, PhD, MD, shares his views on the past, present, and future of ibogaine and 18-MC and on the prejudice against addicts and psychedelic drugs that inhibits funding for medical research. Would you please give us a synopsis of the history of your research,...
A Journey In Word 1 by Jack Cross
It is customary in the mind-manifested world to speak of Set, Setting and Intention, but I would like to begin with something you’ll need to bring with you on your journey in Word, ATTENTION, and ones ability to pay with it. Intention is very...
A Journey In Word 1 by Jack Cross
It is customary in the mind-manifested world to speak of Set, Setting and Intention, but I would like to begin with something you’ll need to bring with you on your journey in Word, ATTENTION, and ones ability to pay with it. Intention is very...
A State of Liminality: A Personal Account of An Iboga Journey by Andrew Laws
I grew up in the West End of Newcastle Upon Tyne, England, in the ‘70s and ‘80s. I always felt different from other kids, so I started to hang around all sorts of nefarious characters who introduced me to a world of different, and subsequently began using drugs to...
Trauma Is the Root of All Addiction
Addiction is a condition that impacts body, mind, and spirit. It comes from the Latin word addictus, meaning “a debt slave,” a person who has been bound as a slave to his creditor. Many people have described themselves as “enslaved” by their opioid...
Is Iboga Endangered?
Iboga is one of the most effective addiction interrupters on earth. As the need for iboga increases, we face the predictable problem of developing a sustainable supply fast enough to meet global demand. We must also make sure that native African communities, who have...
Iboga Saves Progress Report
We launched our Iboga Saves crowdfunder in October 2018 on Indiegogo, then moved to GoFundMe when our non-profit status came through. Our campaign, while garnering a lot of interest, new connections, and offers of support in kind, has raised less than five percent of...
Evolver Panel Podcast: Iboga Saves-Ending the Opioid Epidemic
Evolver Panel Podcast: Iboga Saves-Ending the Opioid Epidemic Host: Ken Jordan, Jan 20, 2019 [button link=”http://aca.st/8f759e” type=”big” newwindow=”no”]...
Don’t Water the Weeds: IBOGA 101 with Trevor Milar
FollowFollowFollow Originally recorded at the Spirit Plant Medicine Conference 2017 I’m genuinely delighted to introduce Trevor Milar. I’ve known Trevor for several years and he has been a very, very important, I guess you could even say essential component of the...
Storms of Youth Precede Brilliant Days I Ending Opioid Addiction Using Ibogaine
FollowFollowFollow I flatlined two weeks after my 13th birthday. Doctors couldn’t comprehend that an overdose of pills wasn’t a suicide attempt. To me, already in hot pursuit of any drug I could get my hands on, the dominating logic seemed obvious: if something gets...
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Calling all Ibogaine Evangelists
If you have experienced an interruption or ending of your opioid addiction, or healed underlying trauma using Iboga or Ibogaine we’d like to hear your story and add it to our wall of anecdotal evidence. We’ve only just started but with your help the...
Communion by Jack Cross
And where does Communion occur? In our Mind. Communion is the foundation of Communications and Community, whose origin is a vision of the Mind. Its structure is Spatial, Geometric, Archetypal, Alphabetic, Mythic,...
Set & Setting Lead the Way in a Sacramental Journey
Having spent the afternoon of Yule, 2015 exploring a lush moss forest on the Olympic Peninsula, my senses heightened exponentially by the dose of coastal azurescens mushrooms I had ingested, the idea of “set and setting” becomes even more important to me. That...

Dr Andrew Maclean Pagon, is a physciian, psychiatrist, and plant medicine expert. He comes from seven generations of doctors and druids. In addition to being thoroughly schooled in Chinesse medicine, ayurveda, and Amazonian plants, Dr. Drew’s grandfather initiated him into their celtic shamanic lineage with psilocybin at the age of three.