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Ending Sugar Addiction with Ibogaine – my Diabetic Reset with host Lakshmi Narayan, Aug 13
In 2015 I experienced an ibogaine TA (total alkaloid) psychospiritual weekend journey which completely transformed my health profile and life by...
Baka pygmy iboga traditions with special guest Dr. Tracy Scott, All about ibogaine, Aug 6
Replay of a deep dive into the world of Dr. Tracy Ganske a PhD researcher, nutrigenomics expert, and the founder of Revela Retreats, where she...
Weird Addictions caused by dopamine agonist prescriptions used in Parkinson’s-excerpt from Noel Titheradge’s series
Excerpted from Shadow World: Impulsive looks into the lives destroyed by a dopamine drug Noel Titheradge’s brilliant series “The sensible...
The richest man in the world says that we won’t need money tomorrow
That was Elon Musk, and it instantly changed my view of him in ways that I don’t wish to articulate. Elon also said that he was not a...
Appropriation vs Appreciation with special guest Jeremy Weate, All About Ibogaine, Jul 30, Replay
A nuanced conversation with Jeremy Weate, ibogaine pioneer, philosopher, and co-director of GITA (Global Ibogaine Therapy Alliance) about the...
Does Artificial Intelligence Overthink?
I say, yes it does. And the reason it overthinks is because it’s goal and the goal of its creators is to continue your engagement with the AI,...
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BREAKING: BIOMEDICAL DISCOVERY OF THE CENTURY Are you capable of sitting alone with your thoughts for more than four seconds without pulling out...
Archetypal Phases of Transformation with special guest Dr. Suzy Ross, All About Ibogaine, Jul 23, Replay
Dr. Suzy Ross explores why a psychedelic experience is not the same as completed transformation and what must happen after treatment for change to become embodied in daily life. Drawing on her dissertation, more than 20 years of findings, and her book The Map to Wholeness, Dr. Ross will explain the Figure-8 Model, a 13-phase framework that maps transformation before, during, and long after psychedelic treatment. She will distinguish personal, epistemic, and systemic change; describe integration as part of a broader biopsychospiritual identity transformation; and show how a person’s position in the Figure-8 may help practitioners anticipate treatment dynamics, integration needs, and the likely time required for completion.
Forgiveness and Letting Go with special guest Ana Holub, All About Ibogaine Jul 16
REPLAY a deep dive into the world of Ana Holub, author, integration coach and licensed psilocybin facilitator, as we explore the role of forgiveness...
Your Brain Doesn’t Switch Off While You Sleep—It Goes to Work
Sleep is far more than a period of rest. While you’re asleep, your brain orchestrates an extraordinary repair program that helps restore...
Cultural Appropriation is a Small Idea
Ultimately, cultural appropriation is a small idea that fails to grasp the grand scope of human evolution. It is an artificial boundary designed to keep humanity fragmented. True progress does not come from building walls around traditions, but from honoring the global tapestry woven by our shared history. When we adopt a practice, a symbol, or a flavor from another culture, we are not diminishing it; we are acknowledging its universal value. As conscious beings, our task is to reject the politics of division and celebrate our fundamental oneness. By sharing our expressions of art, beauty, and wisdom, we don’t dilute our roots—we grow together from the very same tree.
How Would You Perform Life If You Were A Superhero ?
Your Brain May Work Better With Batman Than Positive Thinking We’ve all heard that positive thinking can help you succeed. But psychology...
Your Brain Was Not Designed For Endless Scrolling
Short videos. Endless scrolling. Constant notifications. Instant entertainment at the tap of a screen. Modern technology has made stimulation...
Nature’s Free Biohack You Should Practice Consistently For A Healthier Living Experience.
Your body runs on tiny electrical signals every second. Every heartbeat, muscle movement, and brain impulse depends on them. For thousands of years,...
Your Gut Loves Variety. Eat A Wider Variety Of Plant Foods.
One of the most powerful things you can do for your health is also one of the simplest: eat a wider variety of plant foods. Your gut is home to...
Taking A Shower Can Be More Than Just Having A Bath.
Taking a shower isn’t just having a bath at some awareness levels, – it is a ritual. A daily one. A cleansing. A renewing. A rebirth. A...
Those Mistakes Are the Price For the Wisdom You Now Have. Don’t Regret. Give Thanks.
“I wasted time.” The failed business. The wrong relationship. The career detour. The years spent struggling, searching, or starting...
The Mindfulness Of Taking Nothing For Granted
Gratitude creates abundance. The more you celebrate being alive, the more life gives you to celebrate. Not the fake kind. The real kind — where you...
Don’t Ruin A Good Day By Thinking Of A Bad Yesterday
Don’t ruin a good today by thinking about a bad yesterday. Let it go. The past is already written. You can’t edit it. You can’t undo it. But you can...
Adrenaline : The Superpower That Awakens When You Need It The Most.
There are countless stories of ordinary people doing things that seem impossible. A mother lifts part of a car to save her trapped child. A person...
Your Mind Isn’t Always Creating Drama, Sometimes, It Is Trying to Create Safety.
Ever caught yourself having an imaginary argument in the shower, while driving, or lying in bed ? It might feel a little strange, but psychology...
Is it Schizophrenia or a Spiritual Calling ?
Imagine taking a traditional African JuJu priest to a modern psychiatric clinic just because he laughs inconsistently, talks to himself, dances when...
The Mechanisms Behind the “Munchies”: THC, the Endocannabinoid System, and the Spiritual Dimension
The “munchies,” a well-known phenomenon associated with Vijaya (cannabis) use, arise from the intricate interplay between...
The Architecture of the Deep Psyche: Subconscious, Unconscious, Superconscious, and the Mind-Brain-Consciousness Nexus
A precise scientific and philosophical model requires us to first decouple three commonly conflated terms: the brain, the mind, and consciousness....
Can’t Sleep At Night ? Try This..
If you’ve ever climbed into bed exhausted only to find your mind racing through every worry, conversation, and unfinished task from the day,...
Replay: Ibogaine for Parkinson’s with special guest Tobias Erny, All About Ibogaine,
Replay of an ALL ABOUT IBOGAINE conversation with Tobias Erny, Swiss-German ibogaine researcher and Co- Director of GITA, the Global Ibogaine Therapy Alliance, about his origin story with ibogaine and his latest findings about the efficacy of micro and mini doses of ibogaine or iboga in treating Parkinson’s and the potential it has for other nervous system disorders.
The Alchemy of the Luminous Wound
The Forge of Shadows Before the light could learn its name, A darkness pressed against the frame Of consciousness, a weight, a stone— No heart has...
Ancestral Practice for Healing
You can move across the country. Change your name. Go to therapy. Start eating organic. Meditate daily. Build a beautiful spiritual practice. …and...
The Syntropic Imperative: Countering the Entropy of Stagnation Through Conscious Evolution
The axiom “if you don’t change for the best, your life will change for the worse” is not merely motivational rhetoric; it is a thermodynamic and...
What if this is it, and its OK?
What happens in your nervous system when you imagine, even for a moment, that you are exactly where you are supposed to be? That all the right...
Nervous System & Psilocybin
Psilocybin can support nervous system regulation by softening the protective strategies we have developed to survive. When we experience trauma, the...
4 Tips To Support Integration
Integration is not about chasing the ceremony high. It is about how you choose to live, relate, speak, and show up once the medicine has worn off.
Annihilation and Healing: Where Do We Draw the Line?
“When pain and discomfort arise, it’s because they are required. They are valid because they are forms of communication that have a...
Freedom 2026
I went through a poetic awakening after an ayahuasca journey and this is one of the poems I wrote during the weeks and months after. We live inside...
No Poison Can Kill A Positive Mind
Your mind is a powerful thing ; when you fill it with positive thoughts, your life will start to change.. It all begins in the mind. What kind of...
It Is Not A Conspiracy Theory To Believe In Your Body’s Healing Intelligence
Somewhere along the way, trusting the body’s innate ability to heal, adapt, and defend itself became a conspiracy theory, though classified...
What if you aren’t stuck, but Growing ?
What if the frustration you feel is actually proof that you’re growing ? Most people think struggling means they’re bad at something....
The Psychology Behind Everyday Behaviour
Most people think they make decisions consciously. But Psychology suggests otherwise. Many of our daily behaviors are driven by invisible forces...
Are You The Master Or The Servant ?
Your mind is one of the most extraordinary tools ever created. It can solve problems, imagine futures, create masterpieces, heal the body, and...
More Medication Is Not Always Better Health.
Yes. More Medication Is Not Always Better Health. Modern medicine has saved countless lives. But somewhere along the way, many people began to...
Why Social Rejection Hurts Quite Badly
When someone is rejected or excluded, the experience doesn’t just feel bad emotionally, it triggers real brain-level responses designed to protect...
Why Your Identity is Your Strongest Addiction
Most people think addiction is about substances. Alcohol. Drugs. Sugar. Social media. But one of the strongest addictions a human being can develop...
I bless everything that triggers me.
Every emotional trigger is a messenger. It reveals a part of me that is still wounded, unsettled, or waiting to be understood. Life does not trigger...
The Brain Disorder called Misophonia
If the sound of someone chewing, breathing, or slurping instantly fills you with anger or panic, you may have a real condition called...
Is It a Coincidence That the Brain Releases DMT at the Point of Death ?
One of the most fascinating mysteries in neuroscience is this: Some researchers have found evidence that the brain may release a surge of DMT...
Does Sugar-Free mean Safe ?
“Sugar-free” has become one of the most powerful marketing phrases in the food industry. But here’s the uncomfortable truth: in...
Dr. Charaka’s Paradigm: From Holistic Principle to the Triad of Mind, Brain, and Consciousness
A physician who fails to enter the body of a patient with the lamp of knowledge and understanding can never treat diseases. He should first study...
The Syntropic Imperative: Countering the Entropy of Stagnation Through Conscious Evolution
The axiom “if you don’t change for the best, your life will change for the worse” is not merely motivational rhetoric; it is a thermodynamic and...
Where is Adam’s Apple ?
Adam’s Apple Have you noticed that the Adam’s apple isn’t as prominent in many young men today as it seemed to be in previous...
The Gravity of Promises
The Unspoken Weight A word is light as breath on winter air, A feather falling where no ear can hear. But once it lands, it turns to stone, And you...
A Measured Descent: A Scientifically Grounded Guide to Tapering SSRIs and SNRIs With Mind–Brain–Consciousness Clarity
Tapering off an SSRI or SNRI is usually best done as a gradual, individualised reduction in dose rather than a fixed short timetable. Many people...
The Architecture of Lucidity: The Entropic and Syntropic Dance
Clarity’s Quiet Dawn Where light unveils what shadows hide, And truth stands naked, dignified. The mind may chase, the brain may trace, But...
Share Your Gnosis: Write for Awake.net
Awake.net is a social impact platform for the entheogenic community. We are currently seeking authors with authority to write about plant medicines,...
Trauma as Medicine special guest Sarah Salter-Kelly, All About Ibogaine Jul 2
REPLAY of a conversation with author, shamanic medicine and integration expert Sarah Salter-Kelly about transforming trauma into medicine through...
How Gratitude Upgrades Your Life.
Gratitude is far more than a positive emotion. It is a biological upgrade for both the brain and the heart. Researchers at the University of...
What If The Only Way Up Is Down ?
The Gold is found in the place you least wanted to go. The Sufi tradition spoke of the pearl at the bottom of the ocean which is not accessible from...
Nirvana, Ecstatic States & the Word
Did you know both the sensation of falling in love and experiencing heartbreak can have a profound impact on your body? While the heart usually gets all the credit, most of the benefits associated with love originate in the brain, where the seven “love hormones” work to improve sleep, immune health, cognitive function, and more. And when we go through breakups, our brain triggers a stress response similar to an addict going through withdrawals.
What If We Got It All Wrong With Our Children ?
Play Is Not a Reward for Learning. It Is How the Brain Learns. Many adults see play as something children do after the important things are...
What is the Rarest Personality Type ?
The rarest personality type may not be the smartest person in the room. It may be the person who combines curiosity, discipline, and compassion....
Home Remedy to Stop Mosquito Bite Itches
The worst thing about a mosquito bite is often not the bite itself. It’s what happens next. Many people immediately scratch the area, hoping...
The Placebo Effect Proves Belief Is Biology
One of the most fascinating discoveries in modern science is that the body can sometimes begin healing from a treatment that contains no active...
What to expect during the ibogaine clinical treatment, Jun 25, Special Guest Thom Leonard
Join us for a conversation with experienced ibogaine provider Thom Leonard about the ibogaine clinical treatment and its intricacies. What to expect...
The Beauty of Kindness
Kindness makes you the most beautiful, no matter what you look like. There’s nothing as soul refreshing as giving and receiving kindness. It is...
Who Would You Be Without Your Story ?
Most people don’t live from who they are. They live from the story they tell themselves about who they are. “I’ve always been...
The Healing Songs of Birds
The sound of birds may be helping you more than you realize. Many people have heard claims that birds emit special healing frequencies that directly...
You have read about Neuroplasticity, but have you heard of Metaplasticity ?
Most people have heard of neuroplasticity, the brain’s ability to change, adapt, and form new connections, but neuroscientists also study...
What Really is Schizophrenia ?
Imagine hearing a voice that sounds every bit as real as someone standing beside you, even though no one is there. For many people living with...
Freedom Comes with Letting Go
The greatest prison is not where you are. It is where your mind keeps returning. Most people suffer twice: once from a past that no longer exists,...
The Rise of the Chosen Ones
There seems to be a growing number of people who genuinely believe they are “chosen” for a special mission, destined to awaken humanity,...
Children Learn Better When They Feel Safe.
Many parents believe that when a child is struggling, the solution is to push harder. But science suggests something surprising: children learn best...
Integrating Ibogaine with Special Guest Dr Martie Underwood, Jun 18, All About Ibogaine
REPLAY Join me in welcoming Dr Martie Underwood of Magalies Wellness Center to discuss her new book Integrating Ibogaine: A narrative approach to...
Addictive Substances and their Challenges with Special Guest Felipe Camino, May 21, All About Ibogaine
REPLAY: This meeting was a discussion about Ibogaine treatment at IbogaQuest, featuring Felipe sharing his personal experience with the medicine and...
Ibogaine Safety: Ten Questions to Ask Yourself, Special Guest Garyth Moxey, All About Ibogaine, Jun 11
Garyth first became aware of ibogaine in his early twenties and has now been fully dedicated to ibogaine treatment work for approximately 15 years....
The Rarest Form of Ayahuasca You’ve Never Heard Of (And Why It Might Be Perfect for You)
You’ve probably heard of ayahuasca by now. The Amazonian plant medicine that’s crossed from indigenous ceremony into mainstream...
Self-Regulation with EMDR: Before, During and After with Richard Hite, Jun 4, All About Ibogaine
THURSDAY, JUN 04 11:30 AM – 1:30 PM MDT Host: Lakshmi Narayan Produced by Awake.net Special Guest: Richard Hite Therapist, Martial Arts...
You’ve probably heard of Ayahuasca. But have you heard of Crudo?
You’ve probably heard of ayahuasca. But have you heard of crudo? The gentler medicine. The one that whispers, not roars. The one meant to hold you,...
Ibogaine Safety Checklist
This Ibogaine Safety Checklist was compiled with feedback from the iboga/ibogaine providers and doctors on the Awake Mentors & Masters...
Ibogaine and the Bicameral Mind, Special Guest Jonathan Dickinson, All About Ibogaine May 28
Join us for a conversation with Jonathan Dickinson, founder of Ambio.life, an ibogaine clinic in Mexico about his new book Ibogaine and the...
Are Angels and Demons Real? The answer will change how you see everything, by Satyen Raja
This from Satyen Raja’s FB post: “Something is happening right now. More people than at any prior moment in recorded history are sensing dimensions...
ALL ABOUT IBOGAINE: A CONVERSATION WITH EXPERTS & EXPERIENCERS
Join us Thursday May 14 a 11:30 am MDT, for an Open Mic conversation on the topic of finding purpose and meaning in life and how ibogaine helped you...
ALL ABOUT IBOGA/IBOGAINE: A CONVERSATION WITH EXPERTS PART 3, MAY 7th
Happening tomorrow! Special guest Rick Doblin, Expert Panelists: Anders Beatty and Paul Featherstone talking about the process or journey of an...
Crucified on the Cross of Self-Perfectionism: An Interview with Rick Doblin
Rick Doblin founded the Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies (MAPS) in 1986, leading a 40-year effort to legalize MDMA for...
ALL ABOUT IBOGAINE PART 1 & 2
ALL ABOUT IBOGAINE: A 3-PART CONVERSATION WITH EXPERTS https://youtu.be/j5dj_xSPP-A Join us Thursday April 23, 30, and May 7, 11:30 am to 1:30 pm...
A Holistic Examination of the Therapeutic Boundary
If you are a psychologist or psychiatrist or other practitioner venturing into entheogenic medicine you will learn a lot from Dr. Andrew’s exquisite talk as he weaves together the strands of psychiatry, psychology, and non-ordinary states born of a lifetime of experience. The talk is available to read or watch.
Our next Sacred Wood in May in Spain
Bwiti Heart Awakenings Sacred Wood Ceremony for rebirth and renewal in Spain May 2026
The Profound Awakening through Ibogaine
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“This is the life I am working so hard to return to — a home, a love, and a future worth healing for.”
DONATE TO PATRICK’S IBOGAINE FUND Living with Complex PTSD, dissociation, depression, and anxiety has made that return incredibly difficult at...
What I Don’t Know
I stand on the edge of Anticipation Seeking Know-ledge And it is only by stepping Into “What I don’t know” That I can find The courage to step Into...
The NEXT Chapter
“The NEXT Chapter – Psychedelics, Healing, and the Second Half of Life” – is a deeply personal documentary following adults over 55 as they...
The Hardest Addiction to Quit
When people talk about addiction, the conversation almost always turns to substances. Alcohol, heroin, cocaine, nicotine — the things that clearly...
Bwiti Heart Awakening Sacred Wood Ceremony
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Erythroxylum coca: Sacred Medicine, Nutrition, and Cultural Significance
Erythroxylum coca Lam., Erythroxylaceae (the coca family), commonly known as the coca plant, is a sacred, medicinal, and nutritional shrub native to...
Ibogaine and Expectations: What Actually Supports the Process
Many people spend a great deal of time trying to manage their expectations before an ibogaine experience.In clinical practice, however, expectations...
Mapping the Subjective Experience of 5-MeO-DMT: Why This Research Matters
A recent clinical study has provided one of the most detailed maps to date of what individuals actually experience during 5-MeO-DMT. For...
My Journey
Hello everyone, my name is Jamie. I am 29 years old and a nurse! I am also a mom. If you are here, thank you for reading my story as I seek to be a...
The Self, Entheogens, and the Cosmic Process: A Neuroscientific and Contemplative Synthesis
Modern neuroscience fundamentally deconstructs the classical notion of a singular, enduring “self.” It reveals the self not as a static...
The Dance of Realms
In the heart’s quiet chamber, shadows and light entwine, Fantasy’s gentle whisper, psychosis’ tangled vine. Spirit weaves its...
A Holistic View of Addiction—Dr. Jung’s Profound Legacy
Dr. Jung’s understanding of addiction transcends simplistic categorisations of physical dependence or moral weakness.He presents it as a profoundly...
The Space Between Question & Cure
George Monty interviews Dr. Deborah Mash Highlights Ibogaine represents a paradigm shift in addiction treatment as a single-dose, potentially...
The Etymology of Healing
THIS Etymology of Healing revolves around the Greek name ‘Jason,’ and an enTheogenic and esoteric explanation of why ‘Jason’ means ‘HEALER.’...
The Charter of Primal Therapeutics: Foundational Principles for Holistic Healing and Potential Cures
Primum non nocere anima. First, do no harm to the soul. This cardinal principle mandates the preferential use of therapeutic...
Resonance of the Unseen: Expanding Consciousness Beyond Two-legged (Human) Perception
The two-legged (human) sensory range is limited, with vision confined to wavelengths between 430 and 770 terahertz and hearing...
5meO for Alcohol Use Disorder
UC Davis research on 5-MeO-DMT(a potent psychedelic found in the Sonoran Desert toad) is primarily led by the Institute for Psychedelics and...
Transcending Trauma with Entheogens: A Journey of Rebirth
A psychedelic awakening is the answer to the divided Mind of humanity that is spewing out more and more victims, from childhood abuse to war crimes. While external forces are often beyond our control, we can change on the inside, entheogens aka psychedelics, give us a way to go within, and break thru old fears and trapped memories, experience the spirit within, open to the wisdom and love of the heart, that can forgive, heal, reconcile opposites, and at its best have an epiphany.
On Choosing an Ibogaine Provider by Anders Beatty
I’m formally trained as an integrative counsellor and transpersonal coach. That training matters. It gives structure and language to complex psychological processes. But if I’m honest, my real education has come from clients and from a small number of elders in the ibogaine field who understand this work beyond marketing language. The ones who’ve seen enough to know that this medicine is not a spectacle, nor a miracle product, but something far more serious and far more subtle.
The Divine Flaw: On Genius and Necessary Madness
“There is verily no great genius without a mixture of a divine madness.” ...
Addiction as a Temporal and Existential Dysfunction
Core Definition Addiction is defined as a maladaptive attempt to resolve existential, psychological, or spiritual distress through immediate,...
A Comprehensive Review of Traditional Han Chinese Natural Medicines for Drug Addiction: Preclinical Insights, Clinical Potential and Neurochemical Mechanisms
Salvia Miltiorrhiza, Dan-shen, Chinese Red Sage Introduction The search for effective, complementary treatments for drug addiction has led to...
The Sapphire of the Silences: A Portrait of the Himalayan Blue Poppy
In the Himalayan heights, where the cold winds sweep, a celestial blossom of blue pierces the mountain silence. This dance of colour in the frosty...
FEAT Pilot Intro Meeting Tues Feb 10/2026: Are You Ready For Ibogaine?
We are assembling 12 candidates to go through the FEAT Pilot Spring/Summer 2026, a nine-month program that includes crowdfunding, prep and detox,...
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Taking these strands like glimmers of truth so bright they weave a web that creates a breathtaking dream of paradoxes. There is no irony in...
The Primordial Sage: Buddha Shenrab) སངས་རྒྱས་གཤེན་རབ་, Sangs-rgyas Gshen-rab) Fountainhead of Bön and Medicine
The Awakening from Zhang Zhung (ཞང་ཞུང་) Before the snows learned grace, Before the mountains wore time’s face, A voice rang through Olmo’s space—...
The Universe as Celestial Crucible: The Teleological Ascent to Divine Consciousness
Philosophical and Teleological Foundations The proposition that the infinite universe exists to guide sentient beings towards full divine...
The Microbiota-Gut-Brain Axis and Its Convergence with Entheogenic Practice: An Integrative Perspective
Introduction The connection between the microbiota, gut, and brain—termed the microbiota-gut-brain axis—has garnered substantial scientific and...
Entheogenic Substances in Asclepieia Rituals Pt. 2
Prologue: Dreaming of Asclepius In the hallowed courts where shadows weave,Beneath the silent, watching eve,There stirs a breath of myth and...
Invitation To Sit with The Sacred Wood 27th February – 1st March 2026 I Spain
Dearest Brothers and Sisters We are excited to invite you to join us on this incredibly powerful journey: a three day initiation into the heart of...
The Asclepieia: Sacred Dream Healing and its Legacy in Western Medicine Pt 1
The Dreamer in the Portico We arrived with bodies bent by ache, And left our doubt beside the lake. The archiereis (ἀρχιερεῖς) offered silence, cool...
FEAT Love in Action Jan 6: Holistic Examination of the Therapeutic Boundary: Dr Andrew Maclean Pagon, , 10:30 am CTA –
The initial premise is correct: the boundary between holistic psychiatrist and patient is not merely a set of rules but a dynamic, living entity essential for the sanctity and efficacy of the entire therapeutic process. Its thinning is not a sign of professional failure per se, but an inherent risk of the work, demanding profound and constant ethical and moral engagement.
01. Hexagram: The Creative
above CH’IEN THE CREATIVE, HEAVEN below CH’IEN THE CREATIVE, HEAVEN The first hexagram is made up of six unbroken lines. These...
02. Hexagram: The Receptive
above K’UN THE RECEPTIVE, EARTH below K’UN THE RECEPTIVE, EARTH This hexagram is made up of broken lines only. The broken lines...
03. Hexagram: Initial Difficulty
above K’AN THE ABYSMAL, WATER below CHêN THE AROUSING, THUNDER The name of the hexagram, Chun, really connotes a blade of grass pushing...
04. Hexagram: Youthful Folly
above KêN KEEPING STILL, MOUNTAIN below K’AN THE ABYSMAL, WATER Youthful folly is the natural extension of difficulty at the beginning....
An Ode to the Candlemaker
The Sacred City of Caral-Supe (or simply Cara)
Christos means Sacred Oil
12 steps and spiritual awakening
I like this quote about the origin of 12 steps being through Carl Jung and his emphasis on spiritual awakening. That is our purpose here at Awake in...
Addiction as a Shadow Initiation
Addiction does not need to be erased to find healing—it needs to be listened to. Underneath the compulsion is a call. A call to wholeness. A call to initiation. A call to remember what was always known in the body, even when the mind forgot. Addiction is the soul’s clumsy attempt at remembering itself. It is the sacred fire burning in the wrong temple.
Lighting the Right Fire in the Wrong Hearth: Addiction, Longing, and the Search for Belonging
Human beings have always gathered around fire. Long before words, the hearth was our centre — warmth against the cold, a circle of belonging,...
Ditoxamin
Kratom and its byproducts such as “7-OH” have been getting much more popular in our society and can be easily procured at local gas stations and...
What Successful Integration Really Looks Like Post-Ibogaine
Integration is not a moment but a movement—a sustained, relational unfolding of everything glimpsed in the depths of the iboga experience. It cannot...
A Sage in your pocket
How to use the Iching to integrate ibogaine and other deep entheogenic journneys.
Reverence is the foundation of true culture
An IChing quote
Jessica’s post-ibogaine True Life interview with George Monty
https://www.linkedin.com/events/jessica-lifeafteriboga7363423132608561154/theater/
Mansoa alliacea (Garlic Vine / Ajo Sacha)
Botanical, Medicinal, Ethnopharmacological, and Shamanic Perspectives 1. Botanical Overview 1.1 Taxonomy and Nomenclature Family: Bignoniaceae...
Mobile IV Hydration Drips
A mobile IV drip bar offers the convenience of receiving IV hydration and vitamin infusions at your preferred location, such as your home, office,...
Understanding the First Two Weeks After Ibogaine
When your child or loved one completes ibogaine treatment, it’s natural to want them close. You’ve longed for this moment—when the chaos quiets, the...
Awakening from Illusion
You live in a world cunningly crafted to claim you long before you even become aware of what truly happened. From the moment you draw your first...
JOIN me and the FEAT FRIENDS group today at 6:30 pm MTN on zoom for a one hour writing workshop. Here is how it will go. I will give you a word or...
Iboga Saves: Ending Addiction, Jun 17, 2025, Boulder Canyon Theater, 1:30 -6:45 PM MTN, Free
Attend IMAGINE A PLANT MEDICINE THAT CAN END OPIOID ADDICTION IN A SINGLE TREATMENT LIVE + ZOOM EVENT Iboga (and its extract ibogaine) is a...
Introduction-The Metaphorical Cooking Pot
Things are heating up on Planet Earth. But even within the worst crisis there is a recipe for transformation. Join Ibogaine coach Anders Beatty on a monomythic journey into yourself as he teaches you how to prepare for, navigate, and integrate your ibogaine treatment so that you don’t just interrupt your addiction, you learn how to come home to yourself.
From Combat to Communion
This paper explores a psychospiritual model for the recovery of returning special forces veterans experiencing complex PTSD (CPTSD) and traumatic brain injury (TBI), utilizing the framework of Joseph Campbell’s Hero’s Journey, Robert Moore’s four-fold masculine archetypes, Carl Rogers’ humanistic theory, and the transpersonal psychology of Grof, Wilber, and Washburn. Within this paradigm, plant medicine is not merely a pharmacological agent but a ritual gateway into a sacred process of ego death, archetypal rebalance, and reintegration. The healing journey is reframed as a rite of passage that dignifies suffering, restores sovereignty, and allows trauma to be alchemized into meaning.
Seven Years Facing a Wall
It’s been a huge learning process for me every step of the way, because the general trend in the world of psychedelic medicine is towards the clinical pathway, which is built on future fumes and has claimed millions of dollars and attention. Meanwhile, one person is dying every 10 minutes or so of overdose, and it costs a mere $10,000 to save that person’s life and a pathway exists NOW, outside the US to interrupt addiction with ibogaine. I feel that we as a society have become numb to the tragedy inherent in these numbers: More people have died of overdose than in many wars. Just today If one hundred people gave one hundred dollars we could save a life. Many people might spend that much several times a week on a meal.
Welcoming Deborah Mash, Doctor, Scientist and Neuroshaman to the Awake Board
Dr. Deborah C. Mash is a Professor of Neurology (Emerita) and Molecular and Cellular Pharmacology at the University of Miami School of Medicine....
Donate to Jessica’s FEAT Fundraiser for Ibogaine Treatment.
Whilst lawmakers are jubilant about another round of funding and another round of clinical trials that will take years to validate, and indigenous...
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Letters To A Dying God I TrueLife Podcast
Jack Cross Today’s guest walks the line between prophet and poet, mystic and madman. Jack Cross doesn’t just write—he conjures. His words are...
Iboga Saves: Ending Addiction, Jun 17, 2025, Boulder Canyon Theater, 1:30 -6:45 PM MTN, Free
ZOOM LINK Iboga Saves: Ending Addiction, Jun 17, 2025, Boulder Canyon Theater, 1:30 -6:45 PM MTN, Free IMAGINE A PLANT MEDICINE THAT CAN END OPIOID...
In Celebration of Christ Consciousness
Christ consciousness is not a possibility if your religion says only One man can have it. Krishna Consciousness, Buddha Mind, it doesn’t matter what you call it, the Beings who manifested these qualities were showing us by example the Way and the Light, the potential of being Human. The word Hu is a Sumerian word that means ‘God’.
PSYCHEDELIC REVELATIONS ~ How to Journey Within for Healing, Transformation and Discovering your Spiritual Home (Book)
Psychedelic Revelations is a transformative exploration of self-discovery, spiritual awakening, and the healing potential of plant medicines and...
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